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Akashic Records & Oracle Card Reading for November 2020

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🌟 a spiritual being having a human experience 🌟
❄️ beautiful & unique as a snowflake - just like you ❄️

Sunday morning coffee with the newspaper. I feel l

Sunday morning coffee with the newspaper.
I feel like the last few months have been something of a rollercoaster; I've been all over the place. Things have (hopefully) now begun to settle down a little, and this week was actually quite good.
I had my final session of stabilization therapy; as mentioned previously I found the content rather unhelpful and quite irritating - but I do think being forced to spend 2 hours sitting there, listening to someone talking about taking care of yourself, may have been helpful. Being forced to confront the extreme anger I felt in that situation also probably had its benefits.
As well as this, I have taken on new challenges in my work life which have both occupied my thoughts and made me step out of my comfort zone which always feels like an achievement.
This week I talked to a counsellor who told me that often, recognizing that there's a particular pattern or tendency to do something can be the largest part of the problem - that once you can see that this thing in your past causes you to feel this way and behave that way, this awareness can help to make things easier over time.
Perhaps most importantly, I consciously promise myself to perform basic acts of self care every single day. Not bubble bath though; boring things like eating vegetables, singing or enjoying my coffee in silence with a newspaper supplement. Happy Sunday.

Today's message The best is yet to come Happy week

Today's message
The best is yet to come
Happy weekend

✨ This morning's cards✨ If you missed the firs

✨ This morning's cards✨
If you missed the first post, go and find that first to choose your card ..

💙 Fill up your well
You have been so busy taking care of the situation and people around you, you have neglected yourself. It is important to take time and space to care for your own needs. Take some time out today to reconnect with yourself. Take care of yourself. Fill up your well so that when you return, you will have something to give to others.

💜 Birthing a new age
You are creating something new but have perhaps been holding off on this. Do not be afraid of the creations that wish to come through you into this world. You have an important role to play in allowing your music to be played. Embrace this new creation. Allow yourself the time and space for it to come forth and know that this is your purpose right now.

💛 Sisterhood of the rose
Notice the beauty of life all around you. Even in "ugly" things there is a beauty to be found if you can open yourself to this. Appreciating the beauty is how we come into oneness with all that is. Spend some time today in nature and marvel at the colours and shapes around you. Really take it in and appreciate what a miracle this all is. Your heart will thank you.

✨✨ As always please leave a comment and let me know how you got on - and share with your friends if you see fit.
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✨ A card for your Monday morning... ✨ Take a d

Three years ago, I was sitting in my garden, enjoy

Three years ago, I was sitting in my garden, enjoying an hour to myself before school pick-up when the phone rang.
It was the headteacher of S's school, calling to tell me S had been found "unconscious and unresponsive" at school. She followed this up with "she is still breathing"
That was the single most terrifying day of my life - and also the most surreal. The school secretary came to drive me to school and I remember her calmly telling me what would happen when we got to school - someone was waiting at the entrance and would take me directly to her. An ambulance was on the way. When I got there and saw her, my knees went weak and I almost lost it - but I think I knew I didn't have that option. So I sat down in the grass with her and we waited for the ambulance.
I remember sitting in the ambulance as we bumped across the school field, and then slowly left the grounds. Through the window I could see staff members and parents keeping others out of the way, all the way along the path out of school - there was even someone standing in the road to make sure no cars got in the way... And then the siren turned on and we sped up - and I realised how serious this was
I didn't cry until we got into A&E and had been handed over to the doctors and nurses there who seemed to crowd around my tiny, lifeless child. I remember seeing her legs flopping to the side as they took her school dress off. One of the doctors kept looking at me and I couldn't figure out why - I realised later he was one of the dads from school.
After being out for over an hour, S woke up and was her normal self very quickly. Despite lots of tests, nobody knows what happened or why and so I have no way of knowing it won't happen again. This leaves me constantly telling her to drink more water and to stay in the shade, in case the sun was what caused it. I watch her like a hawk whenever she climbs on things.
Strangely, despite being unresponsive S told me afterwards that she was awake throughout the entire thing. She told me all the people who had got her name wrong; she remembered the school staff putting wet paper towels on her head and legs and she remembered me talking to her.

Sunday morning coffee in my new mug, which I paint

Sunday morning coffee in my new mug, which I painted last weekend.
I missed my PTSD stabilization therapy this week; at the moment the session was on, I was watching vultures and falcons flying around an arena in Hampshire with S and some dear friends and honestly I feel that was a much better use of my time.
Tomorrow S is back to school and I am back to work and therapy.
When I had a breakdown 11 years ago, I had medication and group therapy (would not recommend ever) and help and support from wonderful friends - but really I didn't begin to recover until I realised none of that would help without my input. Other things helped, but I had to help myself first.
I feel like the same is true in this situation, where I'm struggling to deal with unresolved trauma going back many years. The NHS doesn't seem to offer much help without things becoming much worse - something I cannot allow to happen. I'm lucky to be receiving help from a few charities which is proving to be much more beneficial. But I'm also reading books, listening to podcasts and trying my best to help myself.
This morning I read that in one study, 54.2% of patients reported no longer meeting the PTSD criteria after two sessions of MDMA-assisted therapy. But of course, MDMA is marginally less available legally than one to one therapy on the NHS.
Luckily the book I read that in also has several other suggestions for helping oneself -- and so, I keep on reading and figuring this out for myself. Part of that includes things like spending an hour painting a mug, making a ritual of my morning coffee and reading in relative silence.
Happy Sunday.

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